Space Traveler Reveals Emotional Distress In the Wake of Wave of Online Abuse After Historic Trip
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has spoken candidly about her battle with depression after being subjected to a massive wave of online abuse in the wake of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
The 34-year-old activist – recognized as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight in April, which also carried high-profile passengers.
The much-publicized journey was met with derision by some, who questioned its cost and environmental footprint.
Reflecting on the experience, the astronaut, who became the pioneer for her community, stated the vicious response buried her dreams under an landslide of gendered hatred.
“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” she recounted in a public message, recalling a check-in call from a mission companion in the aftermath of the landing.
She described the press attention and digital reaction as an unprecedented psychological assault.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she wrote. “A month later… I had to hang up… because I could not speak through my tears.”
Buried Under Misogyny
Ms. Nguyen, who has focused her career on gynecological science and conducted tests during the flight, said all her lifelong efforts – from her scientific research and years of training to the symbolic importance of her background – was buried under the tide of sexist vitriol.
She is most acclaimed for her pioneering work fighting for justice for victims of sexual violence.
Her own goal of reaching space was paused after being assaulted during her college days, leading to a protracted legal battle.
A Path to Recovery
Months following achieving her goal, she has stated the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she thanked the well-wishers whose messages of encouragement were her lifeline. “You all saved me,” she said.
She added that even with the backlash, important benefits had resulted from the experience, such as spotlight on her scientific work and platforms for her activism.
About the Mission
The computer-piloted New Shepard rocket departed its launch site in April, carrying the all-female team on a brief suborbital flight that exceeded the edge of outer space.
The group of women also featured leaders in multiple disciplines.
The venture behind the flight is a commercial aerospace company founded by a Amazon founder.
